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Nazi
I am the fuhrer of myself Myself is purity and righteousness and most importantly humanity. I am the fuhrer of myself I am the Nazi of myself I am the humanitarian of myself And you better fucking agree with me Or I will show you ethnic cleansing.
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About Me
It’s funny. If it wasn’t, the terrible sadness would consume my heart. I suppose the fear will subside like the tide, like always and a new shore will take shape with solid and dry places to support weight. The real terror is in the vehemence, The wild, pinwheeling eyes rolling back, like a shark before…
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I Lynch, you Lynch, everyone Lynch Lynch
It’s your time in America You have the stage You have the control And I trust your humanity (Born of the marriage of a hateful killer, a deranged nanny and a spirit of life) Will triumph. But, we shall see And perhaps the worst of us Will come alive Again Perhaps there is no wisdom…
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I Scream…
Prison A mother without a son A son without his father I am without my father I am without my mother I am behind bars. Laughing, wild eyed, at my captor Pointing with a trembling, rageful finger… YOU! I exclaim! Finger, arm, extending… YOU! Foam and spittle flying… YOU! Finger and arm fully straight Uncontrollably…
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Every Demon Within
and it breaks my heart but there is no other place to start. And no other place, in the wide world to look death and destruction are an open book. Every man and woman is not themselves but just pretenders in the realm and upholders of the fear and sure keepers of what they hold…
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Fatherhood: Carrying Fire in the Darkness
Who knows the tremondosity of a young boys’ fear? I do. I do. I do. Little body, waif like knees – askance in the darkness New fingers rubbing tired eyes, alone, having given up Waiting beyond hope, to be rescued and taken in. I fly from my bed, beyond my shape and sedentary style I…
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Hatred :)
There’s really no point in hating yourself. It quite a waste of time. Other than pretending that you’re strong It’s best you change your mind. And so I’ll take my own advice For once, and only for a time… But that’s enough to set me free to ponder such a rhyme. Normally I’d be All-In…
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Deja Vu
It’s dark. This is always where I was heading. Any surprise… It’s for… It’s for… It’s for… The crushing disappointment Hasn’t been crushing for some time. Not because I’ve made different choices But because of the choice I keep making. I am removed, No longer tempted But sated at all turns Hungry for nothing But…
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Poor poor poor me
All night and day I thought and felt And yet the time it comes to write It’s the middle of the night. And i get angry because There’s nothing else accessible Because I haven’t made the time I haven’t created the space I haven’t done it god DAMN it And so quietly And with a…
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Heads out of Asses?
At every turn I have failed to realize there is a turn, there is a street to be on, a turn to make. I have assumed the structure is for me.
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Clipping On
I want to slide down Back Normal Ain’t nothing changed. Sometimes… Like now, This is the only thing that prevents me from doing that. Sometimes… Like now, This is like a fucking steel spike driven into a rock face. I clipped on.
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Dipping a Toe: It’s Messy
Am I ready For “Trump” And “Bannon” and “The Alt Right”? Am I ready for the hate they inspire? The problem is not them. The problem is the hate. And I don’t think I’m ready. The strength you need to take in hate and convert it to love is beyond me. I would much rather…
