It’s dark.

This is always where I was heading.

Any surprise…

It’s for…

It’s for…

It’s for…

The crushing disappointment

Hasn’t been crushing for some time.

Not because I’ve made different choices

But because of the choice I keep making.

I am removed,

No longer tempted

But sated at all turns

Hungry for nothing

But desirous of everything

I hope my parents

And my friends

Don’t read this.

They won’t believe me

And will want me to explain…

Even though I just did.