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Panic Attack-The Betrayer
When it first happened to me, I spent the night frozen, praying that I would wake up and all would be forgotten. That I would not kill. Killing had never been an option. Death had never been an option. The horrors in my mind had never been an option. I had never known the horrors…
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Panic Attack-When It First Happened
When it first happened to me, the Gift, I didn’t see it that way No, not at all. When it first happened to me, I imagined killing all I loved with a knife. When it first happened to me, I knew. I knew. I knew. If I moved my body I would surely fullfill the…
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Panic Attack – The Unnecessary Nightmare
I felt death, again but this time there was no doubt no confusion. Only last breath knowledge, fleeting and consuming, vast when the body rebels after the air has stopped and you finally understand the finity of your mind you get it, that your thoughts will end your program will crash and everything you know…
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The Uninhibited “I”
I figured this out! With an emphasis on the “I”. “I”. So sure and desirous, definitive. “I”. While playing games, it’s all about him. So refreshing to watch So refreshing that I don’t give in to my urge to punish him back to fear driven humility. I watch him like a scientist, He is so…
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Touchstone
I want to be a place people come back to and are welcomed A place like home. A place that recognizes good. A place that loves. I place that never leaves and it always there holding a light in the darkness for those that have lost their way or whom are coming home. I want to…
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Springtime
I must be more afraid of losing my humanity than I am of talking to strangers, If I want to overcome. Then, in those cases, the only thing you can trust is that anything can happen. But anything can happen anytime. So you might as well develop into the person you want to be, in…
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Silly Mutha Fucking Geese
and you are indignant and you are right and you are going to kill us all in the name of love
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Someday They Will Come
I kissed my son tonight; only me and he Who seeks to intervene between the lips of a man and the forehead of a small boy? Why all this noise Why don’t you have the courage of silence? Who seeks to intervene Who would you give up for Why all this noise? Someday they will come…
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Imperative Kindness
Life had to be more resourceful or it wouldn’t survive. It wasn’t working without conscious choice, So life evolved humans. And humans are either going to save life… How could life possibly stop? We are on a journey, The millionth billionth in our window of time. The spectrum will pass quickly over us And the…
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Every Birthday
Every birthday is the greatest birthday ever. Until we move to the next, which becomes greatest. Leaving the first greatest birthday ever, in its place. Amber encased. Just as it was. That’s what I’m thinking about tonight! The greatest birthday ever.
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The rebel of kind
I was taught to be unkind And so were you. But I’m afraid it’s not enough I’m not sure how’s it going to come out Or which side I’m on But I’m going to fight!
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A Guide
It’s hard to leave you. I imagine you’ll be devoured and I can feel the pain of your fear. I am a parent all over again remember what is important that fear can’t kill you it can make you stronger if you have a guide.
LYNCH 