I figured this out!
With an emphasis on the “I”.
So sure and desirous,
While playing games,
it’s all about him.
So refreshing to watch
So refreshing that I don’t give in
to my urge to punish him
back to fear driven humility.
I watch him like a scientist,
He is so aware of himself
separate of the judgement of others.
This, I think, is the green shoots of
human life and greatness,
that so often, in so many
are pounded, ripped from the soil
roots an all, perhaps never to grow again.
As uncomfortable as it makes me feel,
his disregard for social humility
there is something in it.
Something I don’t want to rip away from him
The uninhibited “I”.