Tag: Panic Attack

  • Panic Attack-The Gift

    23 years later I recognize I can put that weight down. I recognize that there was no “Panic Attack”. Instead there WAS an explosion of perception, an explosion of emotions, an explosion of thoughts.

  • Panic Attack-The Betrayer

    When it first happened to me, I spent the night frozen, praying that I would wake up and all would be forgotten. That I would not kill. Killing had never been an option. Death had never been an option. The horrors in my mind had never been an option. I had never known the horrors…

  • Panic Attack-When It First Happened

    When it first happened to me, the Gift, I didn’t see it that way No, not at all. When it first happened to me, I imagined killing all I loved with a knife. When it first happened to me, I knew. I knew. I knew. If I moved my body I would surely fullfill the…