It’s not easy to find the darkness

It’s not easy

Because you don’t know it exists

Because your ego

Is a bitch.

You may get your glimpses

They won’t be what you think

Death… No… That is just pain

No. The darkness is not pain

It’s darkness.

Love loss… No.

Love loss is just pain

No. The darkness is not love loss

It is the darkness.

But oh, how my DNA yearns to sing

To me, songs of all being

And all history of being

How infinite the space underneath

And behind the imperative facade

What tremendousity of darkness awaits.

My God… What awaits.