Tag: Anxiety

  • Panic Attack-The Earthquake 1

    I never saw it coming. I turned cold and sick. The avalanche, rumbling death, growing. The rumbling, growing death. When the earth shakes, there is nowhere to hide and nothing is safe. When your home shakes, you can find stronger land. When the land shakes, there is nothing to find. I didn’t know my beliefs […]

  • Panic Attack-The Earthquake 2

    Where did this enemy come from and why is here here, with me and what does he want and how can I stop him? He was unstoppable. And so I began the process of changing my life of bending my life of sacrificing my life of giving my life of accomodating my life of fearing […]

  • Panic Attack-The Betrayer

    When it first happened to me, I spent the night frozen, praying that I would wake up and all would be forgotten. That I would not kill. Killing had never been an option. Death had never been an option. The horrors in my mind had never been an option. I had never known the horrors […]

  • Panic Attack – The Unnecessary Nightmare

    I felt death, again but this time there was no doubt no confusion. Only last breath knowledge, fleeting and consuming, vast when the body rebels after the air has stopped and you finally understand the finity of your mind you get it, that your thoughts will end your program will crash and everything you know […]