Empty roads pavement stretches, red and green straight cold, alone and warm home. I could drive the streets, at night, forever I could drive them, alone forever. I am so comfortable with my aloneness and with things that are alone like boulevards in the nowhere hours with lonely reds at home and a few passing … Continue reading Indulgence
It's not pleasant, where I start. In fact I don't want to start because of the stench and the rot and the sameness of words left to die, mirrors everywhere and in them, my heart. I know everything there is to know about this room there are no more secrets there hasn't been for some … Continue reading Writing Through
Morals and missions and values and ethics all keep us from the terrible humanity. The truly terrible inside each of us. Without those things we are awash in the gravity of the void. And now that the structure is down all that remains is the unknown self against eternity. And the self is a very … Continue reading S.O.P.
Tell my son I loved him. And laughed genuinely, many times, soul to soul. Those feelings of life my son, are real, those feelings of life are real. The world inside my head crashes to the ground and shatters and I recognize my flame and confuse that for my eternal wrongness. How am I making … Continue reading Rantings
People are tough and the capacity for wisdom comes from pain so if you do hurt people in your attempt to create a better world for yourself, own it, take it on the chin and move on with the wisdom you earn. That's courage to me. Bravery. I can forgive just about anything if a person owns it.